I miss writing; I miss me.

I miss writing; I miss me.

Over the years, my escape from reality has been writing. 

Deciding to create this blogspot was one of my best decisions, yet this has been a folder full of unfinished and unpublished write-ups. My confidence in writing is currently missing.

I once ask a speaker during a writing workshop, "How to deal with writer's block?" He said, "Just don't deal with it. If you can't write, don't." Honestly, yes. That's true. Kung hindi ka nga naman makapagsulat, edi wag muna, wait until something ignites you to write again. Mahirap magsulat kung wala talagang inspirasyon. Para kang pumipitas nang prutas na hindi hinog. It's sour, mapakla at pangit ang lasa. Hindi pasok sa gusto nang masa.

When I was younger, gustong gusto ko ang pagsusulat. My pubmates would hihinga lang yan may hugot na. I was fearless in committing mistakes. I would write whatever I want to write. Ngayon, I would even delete a long paragraph and not post it because I am afraid.

I really miss writing and the idea that I am carefree. Hindi takot sa sasabihin nang iba. Handa at laging magsusulat para sa mambabasa. I miss me.